It truly is miraculous how we change every single day. Things happen, people show their colors and we learn new things that change our perspective. Each day my head and my heart become more acquainted and knowledgeable of how the other works. It is not without pain that we learn.
It's a funny thing when you know how something is going to turn out, but you're still surprised at the outcome. He hurt me once, twice, three times. And now I have peace of mind. I can no longer act stupid and ignorant toward it. What hurts most is knowing that you can't change anyone and how they act or think. What's right is right in their brain. That's all there is to it. I am alone in my own mindset and intelligence. I have a specific method for how things should be done, that doesn't mean that everyone has that same mindset.
I bring up changing because we are nearing the end of 2014, by some strange act of God. I remember the person that I was just a year ago, two years ago. I am not either of those people. I am a better version of those girls. I know so much more a year later, and I simply cannot believe it.
Right now I'm feeling at peace with everything, despite the hurt I've experienced firsthand this weekend alone. I am lucky to have wonderful people in my life who provide me with nothing but joy. From now on I need to listen to my intuition and stop trying to suppress it.
Your first feeling about something is always the right feeling.
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