We always need to believe in ourselves. It is so important to have faith in your own actions, to have faith in yourself and the strength of your beliefs. But sometimes, people share their feelings about you without outrightly saying anything in particular.
This afternoon I was at lunch in the dining hall with a few friends, and my friend Curtis said "Katie, can I come to your wedding?" I said, "Of course, Curtis."
This sparked a thought in my head. Curtis believes that I will get married one day and get what I want out of life. He has no doubt in his mind that I will end up with someone that I love and we will get married. And this strengthens my own faith in myself that I already had.
For now, I know deep down that I need to hold true to what I believe, relationship wise. What I need will come to me when I need it. And he will appreciate what I've done with my life thus far, just as I do.
Always remember to be proud of yourself, but not too proud. It is 100% okay to do stupid things if you want to. One thing I know for certain is that I will never do anything that I don't want to. Every decision is my own. That's one of the most important things for me. As for now, I need to get back to studying for finals for my first semester at college. Crazy how this time is already here, but I am ready to go home and spend time with my family. I miss them like crazy.
I love you, and I'm proud of you.
Say this to others, but most importantly, say this to yourself.
