I was reading through my old blog posts and I came across a line that I wrote.
"I love you, and I'm proud of you. Say this to others but most importantly say this to yourself."
These words reign true, and I need to hear them right now. I need to care about myself more than I care about you. Care, is that even the right word? Did I ever care for you?
I know for certain you never gave a shit about me. That much is clear now. Don't feel bad about it. I did enough of that these last two weeks.
My life is my own and this is going to become even more true starting now. I am doing everything and you are NOTHING.
The sad part of all this is that I have to tell myself this, it's not something that is inherently known to me. Such is life.
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